Tuesday, August 31, 2010
baby, you're freaking the best.
and i freaking love you so much.
♥ 9:55 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2010
i've yet updated my blog since 2000.
its rotting and getting pretty dusty.
ookey line same jer aku nie. boring!
so lets see what i've been up too??
home, home, more home and much more home!
im really getting bored of home man!
i have to lyke make sure i wake up early.
and help mom everyday to prepare for breakfast.
than i have to wash and clean everyday.
gosh! im getting pretty tired all of that.
and plus i can't take it will the talking so loudly parents.
ear pain ookey, very irritating much!
and ohya not forgetting, i miss boyfriend very very much!
♥ 12:24 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2010
im kinda lazy to blog much about my iftar sessions.i'll just upload the pictures ookey people! (:
Wednesday buka with the boy.
saloon at first to get my red highlight.
which im loving it so much!! (:
than off to marina barrage.
you must be wondering aper lah kita buka kat sane.
well we order pizza hut, trio cheese, garlic bread & chix!
yum yum yum indeed!!
slack there and enjoying each other company.
butch, no matter what you are still love!
♥ 12:49 AM
Monday, August 16, 2010
left alone.
boyfriend, where are you?
i'm in need of you and i want you badly.
before i can even finish this post, i can just cry.
this isn't what i had in mine for us.
its only the starting and things gone chaotic.
and in the first place its not even about us.
its about other things that make us like this.
how i wish it never interfere with our relationship.
i'm sorry that i have put you in so much pressure.
i'm sorry that i want make things better.
i'm sorry that i want things to go as how i want it.
i know it won't be possible with the current situation.
how i wish, i really wish i could help you.
how i wish i could just tell him off about whats happening.
love, can i just do it for you?
coz i can't bare seeing you going through all this.
baby, i love you too much that i feel the pain you feeling.
and i just can't bare it anymore!
i need u badly, i need you now, i need you later, i need you forever.
♥ 10:45 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
i need my boyfriend, where is he?
im feeling down right now.
and i just dunnoe why?
im being such a cry baby and very emotional.
i cry for a moment and than i'll stop and than i cry again.
serious it got nothing to do with me.
its more like something to do with boyfriend.
his the one who is facing problems day in, day out.
and today i think is the worst case.
me, trying so hard to cheer him up in anyway i possibly could.
but still i fail. and somehow that feeling make me so emotional.
i can cry by just texting him and reading his text only.
baby i want you to feel better.
i want you to feel alive.
i want you to put a big smile.
i want you to talk to me like u always do.
and baby i wish u dun have to go through this shit.
♥ 5:02 PM
Thursday, August 12, 2010
let's blog something even if i dun have something.
for sure ltr on i have something.
but what isthat something could be about?
hahaha! k aku dah mula crap! (:
so bf's asleep lyke ya asleep at this tyme.
basically his not feeling well and he needs rest.
get well soon ookey baby, i dun lyke u sick sick!
ookey im so bored, nothing to do and missing you.
next week will be a pretty busy week.
buka session with kindergarten mates, so call a reunion for us.
than there's buka with boyfriend.
and also buka with Ze Uzuals.
and also not forgetting buka with my 3 lovely babies!
and that's all the buka's so far i remember i have.
kaaaaaau kecooh peeer ain! aru puasaa dah kecoh!
klw raya nanti mcm aneer daah.. -.-
and and and not fogrtting im suppose to paint my room!
woooohoooo! excited much ookey! ((:
but one thing, colour still not decided yet..
purple? red? green? blue? black? yellow? raindow? (:
♥ 10:26 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
happy birthday Singapore!
im proud to be a Singaporean.
coz this is the most safest country that you can live in.
but part rules tu kebanyakkan ader merepek ar.
so todae meet up with boyfriend. (:
me: Monday mesti kena jumpa juga. nanti 1 month tak leh jumpa.
him: abih you tak nak buka dgn i ker?
haha! the way he say it just super cute!
of coz i do want buka with you and find out baju raya.
we both so gonna wear turquoise this year raya.
this year baju raya with family will be green!
and i already aim at this baju at geylang.
sumpah excited plus tak sabar nak raya.
padahal puasa pun belum eeh.. haha!
and im so wanting to paint my room this year.
since i have lyke 2 weeks of holiday might as well i paint the room.
soooo what colour should it be? still haven't decide yet.
now left with 2 days till puasa!!
1 month of 'dieting'.
1 month of no sins.
1 month of pahala.
1 month can lose weight. -.-
1 month of being good girls/boys.
Ramadan
♥ 10:29 PM
Sunday, August 8, 2010
2nd Monthsary. ♥♥♥
baby, you been the best and i know u always will.
i love you too much to let you go.
i really appreciate and treasure everything.
you're the sweetest, awesome, loving, boyfriend!
never do i regret making the decision to be with you.
despite whatever shit might happen or had happen,
i know our relationship wont't easily be ruin.
thanks for being with me in every second of your life.
i love you, muhd azhiim bin abdul wahab! ♥♥♥
our 2nd monthsary date wasn't plan at all.
as both of us totally forget about it.
how awesome are we right??!
we had movies in the afternoon at Marina Square.
The Last Airbender was awesooome!
will be waiting for more of the others.
after that was lunch at MacD and band performance at Esplanade.
and thats when i remember our 2nd monthsary. ♥
we left half way the performance and headed down to Haji Lane.
somehow Nasrin service is getting slower and slower.
i think coz it's a weekend and there too many human beings.
we spent about 3hour plus there, sheesha-ing and playing card games.
really had fun, crap a lot and cam-whore a lot too!
it was lucky for us to still catch a bus despite its was 12.17 already.
and the bus we board was the very last bus.
boyfriend, i had fun being around you and i miss you so much now.
thanks for the time and making me smile. ♥
♥ 1:03 AM
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Walk The Talk Fashion Show was awesome!
even i didn't win, i still had fun and making new friends.
bf did came and he was on time.
and he didnt get any pictures!! grrrr!
salah kan camera konon, padahal dia enth tau pakai ke tak.
Ze Uzuals did came down too even though they had lesson..
thaaanks people! sayang sama krg!
so after that went to Lot 1 to catch a movie with bf.
Despicable Me was supeer cute can!
after movies we didnt had any plan so headed down to BB.
bf wanted to sk8 so give in and let him sk8.
how good am i right?? -.-
and bf was supeeer hype hype hype nya!
bf, aku sayaaang kau!!
♥ 9:17 AM
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
tomorrow gonna be a tiring day for sure.
it's the day of the 'Walk The Talk Fashion Show'.
im pretty excited and kinda feeling nervous.
i've yet decide on my 1st outfit yet, can u believe it?!
it's tmr and im not sure what to wear..?
either a short dress or the baggy flabby pants with tank top?
i want to use the baggy flabby pants but kinda feel it will look funny.
boyfriend and Ze Usualz says its pretty ookey.
but im having doubts.. haiiiz.. susah susah mcm nie.
and i've yet pack everything laah and its already 12am now.
i need to be at school like pretty early at 8.30am.
for sure it's gonna be a drag man!
and and and the best thing abt tmr is bf coming down!!
how sweet of you to paitao werk and come to see nothing-wow-about-me-modeling.
im grateful and happy that you be comign tmr love.
thanks a million baby, you're the best!! ♥
♥ 11:53 PM
Monday, August 2, 2010
like finally im done changing the blog skin.
it takes me an hour to change here n there.
and now i just adore my new skin.
today is simply just superb!
it was a very windy and cooling day.
the weather indeed is perfect today.
being at home doing nothing, lying on the bed.
bf came over in the evening but didn't stay long.
even so having u around for a short time makes my day.
getting to cuddle you and you showering me with love.
damn boy, u make me hypnotize.
ookey now off to slp as tmrw gonna be a long day at sch!
good night people and hope this week will be a bless!
♥ 12:31 AM