Tuesday, December 30, 2008
♥ 3:43 AM
Monday, December 29, 2008
its freaking 3.54am
and im still awake..
padahal nnti nk kena bgn pagi
tlg kemas umah..
waaah lazy2 arrr.. haha
soo ya i cant slp yet..
i dunnoe why..
dun feel lyke sleeping yet..
sowie to who chat, kol or text me,
i didn't response..
mood was good just now..
talking to you was a relief..
feel much better..
thanks ya!! (:
suddenly im missing sumone so much!
its my bestie, FIE!
woaah so long we nvr talk to each other..
havent seen him online lately..
been misisng you lah!
we shall talk one dae..
catch up wif things ya..
we miss alot of things..
but i still keep update of ur daily life
with ur post, so dun stop blogging!(:
we soo close n now we so apart,
so ya hope to talk to u soon..
miss you lah my BACEN friend!!
♥ 3:53 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
the dae is just blank??
as in nothing..
nothing happy happening..
and sadness tat im going through..
hearing ur voice just make things worst..
oooh yeah im okey..
can't u see im smiling widely here..
ooh well dats wat u think..
NO im not okey!
been crying every time i think abt dis..
no mood to even do anything..
no mood to eat
no mood to talk
no mood to text
no mood for anything..
sowie to who msg or kol me i didn't reply or ans..
just no mood to talk..
seriously dis is killing me..
oh god!
why must i go through all dis now???
u noe keeping quiet..
n not receiving any kols or msges for u is seriously no FUN!
i miss you, u noee???
haizzz..
♥ 9:13 PM
I wanted you - Ina
'I WANTED YOU'
i think todae will me a serious boring dae for me..
cant go out and next im in nooo mood!
seriously no mood..
why? why? why?
why must dis happen?
when sumthing good is happening to us next thing u noe,
its gone..
you gone missing, and next i noe you change..
i really do miss you..
and you did too..
but why do you have to make the situation lyke dis..
why do you have to hurt me?
ur words pierce through my heart deeply..
why must u go..
why must you do dis?
is it still becoz of sumone? or its mee??
you told me this and i told you the same but why must it go dis way?
i didnt ask anything much from you..
i didnt ask you to make any decision..
i noe you not ready n so do i..
i thought you understand..
but it seems dat you dun..
u thought that im hoping sumthing from you..
i may be hoping but im not hoping much..
im happy we're dis way but whywhywhy you have to do dis??
why u have to hurt be lyke dis??
is dis wat i get from you?
after wat u told me..
you told me how u felt
and im happy wif wat you said..
but now u saying all dis, do you noe it reallly hurts alot!!
i just dun understand why must you make me do wat i dun wan..
who say i deserve them better?
you dun noe who i want be wif..
i dun need the Year to end dis way..
i just wish that you change..
change to the old you..
the YOU tat i really knew..
the YOU who i love to be around wif..
WHY??!!!! arrrrghhhh!!!!
all now i cld do is just cry..
i noe crying wont change anything..
it make things worst..
haizz.. i just hope n really hope you back again.. ):
Labels: tears are all that is left..
♥ 2:44 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
to whom it may concern..
i think u noe who u are..
i noe thrs sumthing not rtye abt you todae..
sumthing dat u are keeping away from me..
did i do sumthing wrong to you?? haizz..
oh well watever the reason hope dat soon i'll hear from you..
the oldd you.. i prefer the you who loves to complain everything to mee..
ohwell just take care ya..
im still here the same me..
maybe i noe wats wrong.. its coz thrs lyke less den 3 daes left..
dun wan disturb u for now but just wanna be thr for u ):
take care lurve!!
♥ 3:34 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
outing wif Qib todae..
he wanted to blanje mkn ice cream coz i got to sec 5 (:
haha ate at Vivo and i supeeer late so SORRY!
after dat straight to Bugis.. sheesha again! haha
i was so close no to get to sheesha but yeah i pull it! haha :P
sumhow sheesha was fast todae.. haha tau2 dah biss.. sad..
thought wan buy sumore but den need moneey!!
so instead we just goo lepak-ings at Esp.
dunnoe whr to goo.. took lots2 picture..
HP aru kate kan.. camera baek maah ambek ar gambar bnyk2..
haha.. bnyk gileer.. btul nya nk take up space si Raaqib niee..
still got tyme left dunnoe wat do so yeah just walk arnd city hall till marina..
went to the foutain of wealth.. cool shit!! haha jakuun..
oh yeah picture will be upload soo ^^ Thanks Qib for the ice cream treat!!
♥ 11:53 PM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
♥ 11:30 PM
yesterdae was awesome!!
went to popular to get brother sch books..
i got mine n dis year not much book as i be using the old ones..
one skip dat! I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE!!!
im sooo lovingit noww.. haha
its red in colour.. if have green i wld buy it seyy..
so wateva i got a new HP!! gonna take of it! yeah!! ((:
NICE RTYE?? WICKED!! THANKS DADA!!
and ya to my SuperCrazy dun be jealous (:
i got my own side kick partner..hah funny story how it all started..wif us toking crap and now ended we are side kicks.. hahalame i noe but its funny!!he call himself SuperCrazy which is true..and called me SuperCurly.. haha2 daes ago told him abt this freaak who took mypicture n use it as his wallpaper..i noe disgusting rtye!!! eeew!!!u copy paste my picture!! u sicko freaak!!*his an indian guy*so yeah told him abt dat n his response was*can i have ur permission to steal ur photos*haha.. org tgh tkt dia uat klakar..n yeah he did took 5 picture n put it in his hp..i dunnoe wat he gonna do wif it..yesterdae check n saw he did dis..haha another freak not!but cute rtyee?? hahaand den its my turn to do it..*i'll do it wen i free ya SuperCrazy..well he rox my bra.. woops!! haha
p/s: i miss you too much.. ♥ 11:12 PM
this post goes to Raaqib..
Raaqib i noe sumthing not rtye wif you..
i may not noe u for long but i noe when u are not urself..
yesterday nite suddenly u were not you..
if u have a problem do share wif me..
be glad too be a listener..i noe sumthing wrong and im worried for you..
just wanna you to cheer up okeey??
and Raaqib we meet up soon for swensen's okeey...and not forgetting sumthing that i owe u! u noe wat i mean ^^yeah ur treat for me gettign to Sec 5! ((: THANKS bebeh!
smilee RAAQIB!! n i miss controlling ur com!!
♥ 2:30 PM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
well its freaking 4.49am
n im still awake..
yesterdae apao was awake till late n now todae me..
and den both nvr get to webcam.. aiyoo..
bilaa mau webcam.. miss you lah babe!
todae nothing much happening..
went to sch to get books..
and went to adek sch to get books too..
but WTF, nt books are sold on the 28,
bdh tk tau tulis per.. uat penat jer..
so ya apao came down to wc, so yeah we lepak..
his fwen joe cam down to by 5 went home..
at home till now infront of lappy..
mendak per hidop!! :S
Apao ajak sheesha agi.. okgo! haha sheesha jeer..
ohya n dat they sheehsa wif him, his sis n bf (:
and heres the nerds!!
p/s: i think im in love..
♥ 4:49 AM
Monday, December 22, 2008
yesterday was awesome bebeh!
meet up wif Is den off sk8 to sk8park..
waah we sk8 thr.. super far seey..
and on the way sumthing happen..
paiseh2 aku.. naseb tk der org nmpk.. haha
so ya reach, fazli was thr, n the wheather was SUPER hot!!
soon zye arrive..
sk8 for awhile get to go down the ramp n soon it start raining..
aiyoo leceh.. quickly run to the blk near by..
sk8 under the void deck n change venue..
didnt sk8 much laah.. just sum travelling n trying to do ohlie..
aiyoo adek aku dah pandai uat.. aku nie tk pandai2.. tkper tk kn give up!
haha.. guess wat i got some bruise n blue blackon the leg laah..
jatuh mcm nangka busook..
at 6 me, zye, Is went home to put our decks..
coz we gonna watch soccer!!
yeah SINGAPORE vs VIETNAM..
and yeah u noe spore lose.. haiyaa..
penat2 pergi..
sad they lost at own home ground..
oh well after the match went home wif Yat, he actually ask me tag along wif him..
ya meet him den off home.. miss you Yat! meet up soon again..
♥ 9:40 PM
