Tuesday, December 29, 2009
im back from holiday people!!
really enjoy myself there..
how i wish the holiday was lyke a week or so..
when lah my next holiday nie..
had super great fun at Genting!
super lyke the cold and windy weather!
and at Port Dickson, enjoy our own private pool!
gerek or what!!!
however, the outdoor n indoor theme park, was super PACK!!
lyke supeeer aloooooot!!
the Q was super long and the worst was it rain!!!
and i didnt get to play much.. ):
took tons and tons of pictures!
will upload it soon on fb when i get to upload it okey..
and ya i didnt realise it was lyke 2 daes till 2010!
woaah 2009 gonna be over..
thats real fast!!
i wonder what will 2010 be lyke..
i wish it wasnt lyke 2009, coz 2009 wasnt my year..
but still i love 2009..
those memories together (:
oh well lets just wait n see..
♥ 2:00 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
will be leaving to Genting at 5am..
i know, so early in the morning..
well Dad want to beat the traffic jam..
will not be sleeping tonight..
coz i got 3 whole hours to slp in the car..
atleast i do sumthing than just stare at the tress and car passing by..
will be going to Granny hs first at Melake den to Genting..
UpUpUpUp and Away!!
wooo, i hope its super cold up there, and foggy!!
confrim2 best!!
and i just can't wait to get to the theme park!!
poweeeeer!!!
den 2 daes in Genting, and 2 more daes in Port Dickson!!
and ya Sis will not be following again..
how sad rite..
oh well her werk is such an ass!
pack everything and even had a checklist to just make sure
everything is not left behind!
♥ 9:14 PM
after weeks of changing my pic on my blog..
i just realise sumthing..!
i got my link wrong.. haha!!
wtf!! boleeeh salah nie..
shall edit n re-do it again..
so yeah went out with sis for awhile just now..
just walk around town..
den blah2 went to sheesha..
than home sweet home by 12..
and thanks Sis for the $$$!!
♥ 12:47 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
todae woke up at 4pm..
mcm PIG kan! i know!
dari dah bgn, ddk dpn com jeer...
sampai lah ke skrg..
i noe how bored is my life..
say no more.. i cld even kill myself!!
haha kk crap!
im not sure what else should i do now..
im fucking boreeeeed!!!
♥ 7:53 PM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
let me see..
blog aku mcm boring gitu kan!
been lazy to update plus nothing fun happen..
lets talk about todae thr's three parts of it..
(WARNING!!!)this will be a long long post..
(Part 1)
i freaking slept at 7am and at 11am Mom woke me up already!!
sape tk bingit, org tgh ngantok babe..
than this conversation came out..
Me: Bu give me $50 for the jacket lah, the rest i pay myself..
(the leather jacket cost arnd $129)
Mom: (take money) nah $50. tap tk mahal sngt ke? nanti abah bising lah.. ckp ikot ckp anak jer..
Me:(i mls want lyn her) take back lah.. tak yah beli ar!
im so piss lah!!!!
i badly want the fucking jacket!!
and i only ask for $50 n not $100 kan!!!!
ader ke slame nie aku minta beli brg mhl2??
shopping pun maner ader agi..
limit2 pakai benda same, kai baju kakak aku..
stakat skali nie jer dah kecoh..
in the first place u shouldn't have even give me the money lah if u gonna say that!!
aper tak bingit, dah happy2 dpt duit leh beli jacket.. lyke finally lah..
but end up the happiness last for only few seconds..
(Part 2)
when i was going out already, mom call..
asking bnyk soalan.
and what make me piss was she already ask the same QN in the morning..
i was lyke am i the one who was slping while talking to u, or u the one slping..??
okey than she ask what tyme nk alek..
told her be back by 11, den she say lyke nonono 10pm alek..
that point of tyme im lyke FUCK AR!!!
come on im 17!!! and im done with FREAKING SCH!!!
hello!!! cant u guys lyke give me a lil space???
did lyke i ever go out every single dae..
noooooo rite!!!
and what u expect me to do at home???
i freaking got no life laaah!!!
irritating taaau!
and this Monday thr this interview..
im so gonna go adn get a farking job!
done doing nothing at home!!
(Part 3)
superb fun sheesha-ing todae!
actually only 4 going..
end up jadi 9 org..
great people! kaki gereks!
crap alot with them and camwhore alooot!!
shall hang out again peeps!
pics will be upload soon..
waiting for Min to upload in on fb..
yeah thanks guys for the dae!
!! oookey finally done !!
♥ 1:38 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
stupid BIG TIME loser!!
dude! grow up will u? act as if u are 18 and not 8 ookey? dun be such a whore and loser here.. come one lah it's been already 1 year and u still want to be piss abt the old times.. just coz i rejected u BIG TIME and be fwens with who u dun lyke, u want to still be piss with me and hate me.. haha it's my life, u have nothing to do with it.. and i dun go around telling people i know how to sk8, i duneven act lyke im soo GOOD at it.. u such a loser, with no life.. dun act as if u sooo cool coz u ain't any cool.. and whats up with the weird hair style dude?? eeeeww it is! and why still bother about what i do..? dun try to be a bitch coz u aint good at it (:
♥ 2:53 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
its lyke 2.42am..
and i didnt realise that it was so late already..
it don't feel lyke 2am in the morning..
seriously im bored to death now..
and something been bothering me since just now afternoon..
i just cant stop thinking abt it..
i admit it i miss him..
and my mind keep playing all those moment with him..
im so sad, but den again, i cant live in my past..
i gotta to be in my present n get ready for the future..
ooh well i gotta be strong..
if he can do it, and not really be bother abt the past..
so i can too right? right? i hope soo..
and if u were to find someone,
pls not the minah's one..
♥ 2:42 AM
eh hello dude!
if u call me to say i got a BF and nvr tell you,
that is just a waste of tyme..
kau sendiri ader tagged aku,
dah brape lame gambar aku dgn dia kt dlm tagged..
skrg aru nk kecoh2..
and im not intrested to hear ur granma story..
next tyme dun bother calling..
coz u just gonna waste ur tyme,
talking abt useself and blah blah blah..
im not the person when u bored than u look for, ookey dude?!!
♥ 2:29 AM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Currently having a 1 day trip..
Just near by at JB, Paragon Hotel..
And the best part is its black out..
Best kan power down..
Mcm siak kan!!
Luckily got wireless, can surf the net..
If not I dunno what to do..
No tv, no entertainment, no food..
Nothing at all, boring!!
Will be back by tomorrow night..
I'm super hungry now..
Can't wait for buffet dinner (:
Yumyum!!
Okaylah adios omigos!!
♥ 4:47 PM
Friday, December 11, 2009
i feel soo dead..
throat is hurting, lyke real bad..
head is spinning..
i dunnoe what to do already..
i just can't stop thinking about it..
every time i think abt it, just make me want cry..
i miss him, i really do..
oh well everything over now..
no more us, its just u and ur life, me and my life..
haiz i wish im much stronger..
thanks Erin for hearing me out..
she's the only person who noe's what i felt..
and for now im not looking forward to anything..
im still living in my past, going through all those moment..
and maybe i want to look for a job soon..
coz now no more going out that much..
and i shall fill the emptiness,
by keeping me bz lyke werking..
and hope i cld get a high paying job..
♥ 9:54 PM
deleting the pics of us,
just make me want cry even more..
somehow it so much harder..
not just 1 but alot..
i still got alot more to go..
i dunnoe how easy u did it..
but i noe im not that strong..
haizz..
♥ 1:23 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
i feel so terrible!
im really sowie..
♥ 11:36 PM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Been trying to sleep from just now...
But I just simply can't..
Shouldn't have drank coffee just now..
I keep tossing and turning, still can't sleep..
And now Im not sure what to do already..
It's like 5am already laaaah..
The sky is starting to get brighter and brighter..
Oh well I think I better get going and try to shut these eyes!!
Good Night and Good Morning Everyone!! (:
♥ 5:17 AM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
i feel so miserable..
thinking abt u just make me want cry..
im seriously in no mood to do anything..
is this what u wish to happen?
i did try to make things better between us..
but u dun seem intrested..
what can i do more..
i did my best, but you just didn't put any effort..
i shall not speak abt this anymore..
just making myself feel worst than miserable!
im leaving things this way..
do what u think is best..
is it meant to be this way?
nothing from u todae, and i shall see how long will it go on..
no use going on lyke this..
it dosen't make any differents..
♥ 9:28 PM
Man I was right!!
Woah what a splendid Saturday..
Indeed i had super super fun NOT!!
What I assume is right..
Man!! Was I right!
We were just lyke sum mute people at town..
Incredible hah??
And I even got back home early..
And ya I didn't notice that I suddenly didn't hold your hand..
Yeah I did saw my fwen n tell u this, if I did take my hand on purpose,
just to let u noe, I had nothing to hide,
it was my fwen not some special fwen or what!
Just so fyi I didn't realise I took my hand away,
anyways we were gonna board the train..
♥ 12:02 AM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
it's the day that i been looking forward too..
im not sure how things will be later..
i dunnoe if we should even go out..
dun u think its a waste of time?
with our condition lyke this,
i dunnoe what to expect ltr..
im worried we will be just lyke mute people!
is this a good idea???
nvr mind, gamble jer..
if things went wrong than i noe what to do..
just pray hard n hope things dun turn messy!
♥ 3:04 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
Sweet , are we? Sour more like it..
when i feel this way,
i would just burst everything out here..
but this tyme i just dunnoe what to say..
im so angry, so upset, so disappointed..
must u act that way if u understand me..
when i told u i was looking forward to Saturday..
it just dun cross ur mind how badly i want meet n go out with u..
what cross ur mind was 'okey ain say dun want, so i also dun want'..
is that it.. is that what u think?
how i wish u act differently..
how i wish u stop n think..
should i make things better or worst..
sometime i just wish all this to stop..
stop as it done, finish, full stop..
but than again no i dun want that to happen..
i try being patient, i did so hard..
but i was to angry that i burst into tears instead..
its was so difficult for me to control all the feelings..
u just have to stab me in the heart..
and do u noe how painful to hear that coming from u..
was it some kind of revenge..
well now what left to say is,
just wait n see..
Labels: 3 words; angry, disappointed., upset
♥ 2:45 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
was at home again todae..
i noe what a boring lifE..
but whatever..
i got people who accompany me from day till night..
i need to slp rite now,
but i just, simply, can't..
damn! need wake up early tomorrow..
will be going JB!
and ya i miss that boy..
will meet u in lyke 4 daes time k..
haha lamer per tu..
and ya, on Sunday i have two event..
wish should i attend?
Ms Ayu, baby bdae celebration or wedding invitation??
hmm which should i go??
which aaar??
i aslo dunnoe..
maybe i cld go for the wedding frist than the bdae celeb..
or the bdae celeb than the wedding?
i dunnoe laah..
must make up my mind fast...
damn i want go for both..
nvr mind i got 3 daes to think abt it..
okey now im off to bed..
NYTES DUDES AND DUDETTES!! (:
♥ 12:31 AM
