yeah went to bugis with sch uniform!!
lyke sch uniform!!
meet up with Rahman at Clementi mrt..
hidayah accompany us..
Rahman wanted to buy me present but dunnoe wat..
and ask myself to follow n find..
soo yaa..
look2 arnd and finally got wat i wanted..
that sling bag! lyke finally!!
in addition to that he bought me a dress too..
i didnt ask for it but he wanted to buy it..
coz i was so admiring to dress..
so ya he bought it and it cost lyke 35 bucks + 20 buck for the bag..
total he spent on my bdae present was 55 bucks..
and really dunnoe how to thank you!!
seriously i dunnoe wat to say..
THANKS agian Rahman for the gifts! (:

ltr on gonna have family dinner at pizza hut..
gwe lapar banget nie!!
food food food!!
and ya checked my tagged and this is wat i found..


punya bnyk peer.. haha
wanna thanks who ever that wish me ya ((:

art was cancel and postponed to tuesday..
and that is tmrw..
haiz art2 mls btul aku nk lyn..
but lately i need not do my art sketches..
haha... even Azhiim notice how cum my art is so silent..
so ya ltr on continuing my maths n study for poa..
and ya im kinda pissed off..
i didnt ask much from u, just to top up for me my pp8 which is $25
but wat u gave me is: sori 1 tyme only..
lyke WTF! u can top up for ur son many tymes but i cant..
since wen i ask u to top up for me..
never did n only that once..
i use my sch money to top up ookey, nvr ask u..
and now u cut down my sch money and u expect me to save n
buy my own top up n bill..
if my bill get high this month dunnoe how to pay already.. haiz...
3 buck per dae?? haha funny ar..
sch food are expens n tatse lyke hospital food!!
fark arr my lfie!!! and thats why i nvr ask anything for my bdae..
and i dun ask to even celebrate it laah.. ):

to whom it may concern:
just few words to say to you..
im really sowie for my wrong doings towards u!
and im grateful that i noe u..
and i learnt alot form u..
and i thank you for always being thr for me..
but im sowie that i hurt u, really am..
hate me if u want..
coz i noe i dun deserve someone lyke you..
u're too good for me n u noe urself what kinda person i am..
so i wish u all the best..
and i do want see u happy n do tc of urself..
so whenever u need a friend im here who u can talk too (:
once again THANKS FOR EVERYTHING...

sch starts in less than 6 hrs..
and shit im still awake!!
and shit i still have 2 sketches to be done by tmrw!
arghhh noo!! i hate sch!!
how i wish it ends now..
super lazy already..
but den think again no not gonna waste my time..
will persevere.. haha bobual crap ar ain!
soo ya another thing is to packed my sch bag..
soo mls to do anything..
nak bareng n chill jer..
ohya im hugry lah!!
i feel lyke eating cream n cheese spaghetti..
mcm sedap kan gitu..
im soo bored at home all the time..
i wan go out!! oh pls god let me!!
i want go on a date.. anyone?? haha
and yaa people 29 APRIL is lyke in 9 more daes!!
hahaha im looking forward to it even if... (:

it been lyke 1 week since i update sumthing here..
been busy lately..
with sch especially..
been busy being a good girl n studying..
haha mcm real..
bnyk2 uat art jer..
just got back home..
today was lyke super tired n sleepy dae..
after recess eyes got heavy n soon im falling aslp bit by bit..
my MT mock exam paper suck.. lyke WTH!!
okey wateva! HUM retest was after sch n got nothign to say to it..
won't be proud if i did well..
sch carnival in 2 more daes!!
so whoever are free on SATURDAY, do cum to Clementi Town Sec!
thr be food, games n lots more for u to enjoy!!
be at CTSS ya!! 11am to 4 pm..
do comeee okey people!!!

can i noe is april a break up season??
hmmm i wonder people who i noe are breaking up with their bf/gf..
love is hard ya??
wen u get that sumone dat u always want but in the end everything has to end..
and for me..
love is not gonna happen..
love is just troublesome..
i rather be single for now..
and concentrate on wat is much more important..
boys?? nah put it a side..
friends will do but boyfriends not yet..
still want enjoy my life..
wanna do wateva i want without being stop..
but wateva it is sumtymes i feel lyke having a bf..
miss those tymes..
oh well for now wat i gotta say: UP YOURS to love bebeh!!

okey im FUCKING bored at home!!
wanted to go down n do my hw's..
lyke alot of them..
but sad tk dpt turun per..
FARK!!!! damn aaar!!
so frustrated lyke hell..
told you 2009 isn't my year..
it just sucks!!!
lyke fucking shit laaah dis year..
i wanna QUIT SCH!!!
lyke wasting my tyme ar..
stress kan diri sendiri jeer ader ar..
i rather do h.nitec n chill lah..
oh well wat can i do..
i need my o's cert so ya just bare with it till NOVEMBER!!
FARK!! soo long..
thanks Frais for being thr keeping me to stay on!!
and thanks Azhiim for keeping me in one piece
and not letting me be all over the place..
appreciate it lyke alot!
and ya Azhiim jom skate this sunday!!
realise stress ar!!
home such a hell n FARK im so PISSED OFF!!
and ya im serious in need of money!!
im lyke totally broke ar!
need pay for class tshirt, hp bill, top up my pp8,
but carnival copouns and money for the stalll!!!
FUCKING SHIT LAAH!!!
serious im so stress out!!
help me!!!!

i got a perfect picture for SCHOOL!!

UP YOURS!!!!!
FARK!FARK!FARK!FARK 2009!!