and boy, you got me hypnotized.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

what's the use of u being here?
why do u still stay?
if u dun mind living alone,
den why u here?
why dun u just go and leave ur family for good.
u treat us lyke we are nothing to u..
u make us feel we aren't good enough..
ur ego is taking over urself..
u just dun realisen it..
u make me feel that u wish i wasn't born..
u wish u got a better one than me..
im sorry i been the worst..
but i try, i did try to be better..
but u giving me the cold shoulder..
it just make me think what the hell am i doing..
trying so well to change but u dun seem to care..
even how bad u treat me,
deep down i still love u..
i still care for ur beings..
i pity u when u need help from others but thr's no one..
how i wish things weren't lyke this..
i noe u scold me, use force on me is for my own good..
i noe u dun want see me be lyke the wasted people,
but by u ignoring me it just nothing..
im really sad to hear what u say..
u simply dun care abt us..
u cld live ur own life alone,
so why dun u go?
why stay and give us shit??
why??

♥ 10:01 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

this feeling here sucks big time!!
Sadness, anger, pathetic, alone..
Whites u when I really need u badly..
Do we have to fight every single time??
Do we have to be like this..
Sweet at first sour after that..

♥ 1:17 AM

Monday, September 28, 2009

Pathetic

I'm kinda feeling down right now...
Seriously I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way.
This feeling suck n it's pathetic.
What the use of having a partner in ur life,
but He/she can't be thr to listen to you, can't be by ur side when u badly need them.
Sometimes One is being sarcastic but others just dun get it.
Is this how it should be?
I will assume my phone would be silent tomorrow.
I will keep myself silent until I receive a niceloved msg from you (:

♥ 11:50 PM

so not looking foward to sch tmrw..
it will be a farking all 6 periods of lessons!
and plus SCI focus till late afternoon!
lyke FARK!FARK!FARK!
for sure it this week will be a tiring week for me..
so i think im off to bed early..
kinda tired n slpy..
better slp now or else besok tdo jer dlm class..
nytes nytes peoples (:

p/s:i miss you baby!

♥ 10:56 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

went to Hil's open house..
got mee soto but i ate nasi ayam jer..
den watch wujud tap tk abis tgk..
and went home arnd 7 plus..
have too bab ader tetamu kt umah..
klw tak dah stay lamer..
seriously my leg hurts..
that 4 inch high heels mcm ****! haha!!
nk tinggi2 kn pandan muka!
almost fall but luckily didn't! haha!!
took the train home n bump into Apao n fam!
lamer tak nmpk drg..
and the best part was kita mcm janji pakai pink!
mama comment that i was tall!
haha main tpu, heels nya pasal tinggi lah..
n mama was very pretty plus kakak too!
okey i noe i wore pinkPINKpink!
so not my colour oookey!!
pakai pun bab nk kai baju kurung yg simple jer..
omg PINK ryte, i noe... :P

♥ 8:32 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

wanted to post this yesterday but kinda lazy..
so i'll post it now..
i feel so lyke WTF! WTF! WTF!
wanted to have a nice conversation..
but sum how something must spoil that moment..
argh so wateva laah..

got to wake up lyke at freaking 8 plus..
tetamu nk dtg kul 10..
nie agi satu fark!!
bdh per dtg pagi2, org nk tdo tau!!!
bingit seey seriously argh!!
btw doa2 lah i get to go hil's open hs ya..
actually kan aku bbl mepek,
so tk yah lah baca buang masa..

♥ 10:24 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

enjoying sch this week..
haha uat klakar ar ain!!
lyke wateva eeh..
i been good girl, n start doing my werk..
im trying to study hard but sometime ader mls juga..
but seriously left 1 month n i got to chopchop!!

can't wait for Sat, collection lah aper lagi..
gonna jln raya with family..
love is having open house but, sad can't go..
its on the Saturday man!!
dd also ask if want follow to his fwen open hs,
tapi kena reject juga..
oh well tkper laah jln raya dgn fam pun okey..
dpt collection lebih (:
hehe!! duitduitduit jer tau!
imissyou dear!

bitch, dun act innocent ookey?
we have our reason for acting this way to you..
you asked for it, so u deserve it..
and dun go all karma n God will noe wat to do..
it all started coz of u..
sowie if we say bad things behind ur back..
but u also should noe wat..
okey im done with you!

♥ 9:47 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

im too lazy to blog about raya..
i'll shall just upload pictures (:
angel's for the first day,
and devil for the second day

♥ 9:55 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

this year raya-ing at kampong, Melaka (:
tapi nnti dpt duit ray RM! tak best, but bersyukur laah..
since im gonna leave Singapore in abt 3 hours times..
wanna take this opportunity before i leave to wish all muslim people,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!
saya menyusun 10 jari tangan dan kaki-kaki sklai,
meminta maaf dan ampun kepada sesiap yg telah tersinggun,
dgn kelakuan atau perbualan saya..
harap dimaafkn dan halal kn mkn minum dah aper2 saje ookey??
maaf klw ader kasar bahasa atau kurang waras.. haha!!
okey syg-syg semua SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Get the Selamat Hari Raya code at Myspace Graphics

♥ 12:37 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

♥ 10:38 AM

here we go again..
another new episode..
the same old thing..

argh!!!
pimple on the face!!
fark!!

♥ 2:57 AM

Monday, September 14, 2009

kinda lazy to update my blog..
but a short post abt weekends will do..
so yeah buka at Gran's hs and Geylang on Saturday..
play bunga api first with lil' cuzzin..
cute kan? i noe! haha!!
didn't bought anything much, just handbag for raya..
and handbag for jln2..
sis also got herself 2 handbags..
sponsored by Dad n Mum (:
blah2 bought another box of bunga api..
play it on Sunday with sis n bro..
and we finish all of it.. haha kecoh!
ohya n Hil syg came down too (:
blah blah had art just now, finally done with my canvas..
however still have few sketches to do..
and as usually me being LAZY!!!
tmrw NO SCH!!!
however need to go sch at 10 to 2 for art..
den home sweet home i guess (:

finally!!!

♥ 8:48 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ wanatewanOH buka outing!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ 2:44 AM