Wednesday, April 28, 2010
9 HOURS PEOPLE!!!! (:
HAPPY PER AKU!! HAHA!
♥ 2:31 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
attention people!!!
guess what??!!
you are left with 2 daes!!!! ((:
woooohoooo!!! (:
let me see what i want for my bdae..
easier why not i just list them down,
so easier for u guys to buy me a present..
hahah!! (:
1. That green G-shock watch!
2. That i-Touch!
3. G-mak ride treat!
4. 9 Archie comic books!
5. Universal Studio!!
6. Bouquet of flowers/roses!
7. Birkenstock Sandal!
8. Green/Black Bag!
9. Necklace with my Name!
10. Wallet!
11. Black Pull n Bear Cap!
ookey im done!! ((:
get ur money ready!
♥ 12:05 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
am i making a big mistake?
no i feel that im the mistake here.
im really am sorry.
in fact now im regretting my decision.
i love what we had and what we gone through.
i dun want us to be lyke this.
and if we end things i still want to be a friend to u.
i dun want u to hate me or call me names.
please i dun wish us to be lyke this.
gosh this is killing me!!
i dun feel lyke going to sch tmrw..
im really in a mess!! ):
♥ 8:53 PM
believing is one thing but erasing the painful feeling is another thing.
how i wish u see how my feelings are.
it wasn't about the trusting issue.
its about how i feel.
do you noe how crush was i just now.
how mad, angry, sad i get.
really it wasn't what i expected.
i trust u, really i do.
but i just can't get over it in a matter of seconds.
its not that simple okey.
this is much more painful than anything.
saying that its all up to me now.
do what i want and u wont bother.
does that really show how much u want things to get better?
its just sending the wrong msg to me.
its showing that u don't really care abt how hurt i am.
u dun mind us not getting back to whr we were before.
coz u noe why? loosing me doesn't really matters right.
at least you still have someone with u.
oh well, is this what i get for being quite to myself?
for letting the pain heal so that i be fine and smiling?
im not making a small flame into a blaze.
but i just want to cool down.
how i wish u see that n understand.
coz u just being selfish.
am i at fault right now? ya it seems lyke it.
♥ 12:39 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
arggggh!!!!!!
what a pleasant sight to see just now..
seriously im farking piss off!!!!
man! that didn't just happen!!!
gosh! i cant believe what i saw..
what my heart says is always true!
seriously it hurts so much!!
the anger, the disappointment,
the sad feeling is all mixed up!!!
seriously i dunnoe what to say!
im just speechless..
i try to control my feelings.
but the more i do, the more frustrated i get..
the more i wish i could stab u!!!!!
argggh im so violent!!
i just couldn't help the feeling of being lyke this!!!
you noe what dude,
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!
sorry just seems so easy to say..
i can forgive but the pain will nvr fade easily..!!
♥ 10:39 PM
Monday, April 19, 2010
let's see what should i blog about now??
school maybe??
so far sch been fine, been kinda boring..
still yet to get to the excited part..
oh well it takes tyme right..
and speaking of tyme, tyme is running out people..
my birthday is left with 10 days..
so ya have u guys pack my presents??
haha! so gonna be legal soon! (:
birthday in 10 daes, them that is freaking fast!!
wooohooo!!! ((: ooohley im done!
♥ 6:36 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
damn!! i miss work so much!
lyke seriously a looot!!
especially the people of coz!!
can i lyke just have a day at werk..
damn its so unfair laah!!
oohkey im done here.
nothing much to talk about actually..
and thank god tmrw is friday!!
hoping for the good thing to happen..
♥ 9:04 PM
currently im at sch..
suppose to be having lesson now..
but unfortunately lecturer is not here..
so yaa limit2 fb-ing n blogging.. (:
lyke sumpah bored sia at sch..
nothing to dooooo!!
and im so freaking slpy noow!
ooh well atleast get to play the com..
and i be having my break fro, 12pm till 2pm laah..
2 jam break, baeek peer!!
oooh well looks lyke its really over..
the friendship i guess really end this tyme..
i have nothing much to say but i wish he noes the real story..
oh well is it fated or is it whaat??
tears again, oh well it dosent matter to you anymore..
to you its just a farking fake shit i given!
♥ 11:42 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
oh my things between us really are messy now.
i never really understand what u trying to do..
first u trying to make things better..
but than u end things up..
and than again u want thing get better..
but end up we are, now u finally end it..
ur words are too harsh..
seriously i nvr thought u would be lyke this.
i thought u someone different than others..
i thought u are my friend, my real friend..
but i had it all wrong..
you think negatively about me..
you think im making a trap for you..
i just dun understand what are u saying and trying to do here??
nvr in my life i feel so dissapointed and so sad with a friend..
and now i finally really lost a friend..
unlike u, you are happy abt it but not me..
is this tears wasted for u or worth it, Kai?
♥ 12:22 AM
Saturday, April 10, 2010
i was out of the house for abt 1 and a half hour.
thank god i had some fresh air.
sumpah aku dah mcm dlm jail k.
had dinner at kfc with the 'sexygayboi'.
thanks for teman-ing me, klw taak sumpah aku sorang2 tadi.
and ya i yet to quit my job, coz i love that place.
i wont quit my job even though You talk to my manager.
and my manager was kind enuf to understand my situation.
my name is still in the list (:
at least i have something to smile about.
seriously fml now!!!
sumpah aku dah tkder benda nak uat!
sumpah aku dah mcm dlm jail k!
tu betul tak bedek, serious shit nya!
im so boreeeed! i have nothing to do!
since the tyme i woke up, i've been in front of the lappy.
and now im bored to death that im listerning to jiwang2 songs.
that is sang by those bdk2 under the blk dgn guitar.
ookey i been updating my blog since yesterday..
and its so alive, but i wonder who read my damn boring fucked up life??
♥ 10:13 PM
seriously im so stress up now!
i have no one to turn too now.
only here i can express all my feelings out.
at least my blog still stay with me.
Friday at home.
Saturday at home.
and i bet Sunday stay at home.
school is starting this Monday.
and seriously i have fucking nothing prepare for sch..
im sooo stress out here!!!
i need sch bag, i need shoes!!!
argggghhh!! fark!fark!fark!!
what should i do now at home?
sumpah im soooo boreeed!!!
♥ 4:04 PM
Friday, April 9, 2010
dude, if you think i gonna lyn ur crap todae,
sorry i am not gonna do that.
seriously i dun have tyme to have fights with you..
or even get mad at you for no reason.
so now i guess u just step back before u get onto my nerves.
coz im not a single mad abt you so dun make me.
im haing my own prob and pls i dun wish you to be my next one.
so i suggest back off now aites.
you can go have fun with ur bois, with ur PA, ur gfs or whoever laah.
u dun have to even think and care about me.
coz that would be the last thing you will do to spoilt ur mood.
im sorry i've been not a friend to you,
but hey look at the bright side, you have even better friends than me.
♥ 3:44 PM
Life is offically over for me.
Finish. The End. Game Over.
that 5 mins will really make a big diff.
oh man, it sure feels lyke crap for me.
the day i be looking forward to isn't the most day i want now.
don't think it will be much off a diff.
being 18, a year older won't change much.
im just 8 instead in ur eyes.
im still a lil' kid with no life (:
it's sure that no one wants to be in my place.
seriously i wont blame anyone but me.
i was a lil' over and should have known the consequences.
seriously 29 April, won't be much a thing now.
it feels lyke crap than ever that this happen.
♥ 2:48 PM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
things are now clear and i feel better..
glad that we had the talk coz now i noe how things are..
ooh well its just simply greaaaat!
but currently i still feel kinda down n pissed off..
can't i just werk while im schling..
i wont neglect my sch even if im werking..
plus i will be werking on weekends,
and it wont affect my sch time what..
why cant you guys think that im gonna be 18 n not 8??
argggh!! so not fair laah!!
whatever laah im want be happy pls..
im gonna be 18 and i want things to be new n happy!
k daah aku bbl konek daah..
off to bed and looking forward to Sentosa lateer! (:
♥ 1:53 AM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
omg! my blog is lyke sooo dead!!
for so loong i havent been updating my blog!!
ookey since i have nothing to do why not i update something right..
i been working hard and i so love my pay! (:
i have nothing much to talk about but 1 thing is that...
sch is starting next week and im so not prepare!!
i got no bag, no shoe, no uniform
and nothing that gets me prepare for sch!!
lyke omg!! next week seey!! lyke so fasst!!
okeey now i lyke sad sad gitu kaan..
haaiz imy, thats all..
oooh well whatever laaah..
kk im done updating, dah mls nk type2 agi.. hahaha!
♥ 2:33 AM
