and boy, you got me hypnotized.

Friday, July 31, 2009

finally im back home..
after a long dae at sch,
from 7.30am until 8.30pm..
got back home,
straight went to jog..
im super exhausted!
but im happy i did sum exercise!
coz im FATFATFATFAT!!!!
haha..
okey tmrw probably stay at home..
need to do hws..
tons of them..
and do revision..
seriously need to buck up!

♥ 10:54 PM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

i think im deleting tagged..
am i gonna do it??
noo so sayang my tagged..
been 3 yrs sey..
hmm maybe i just let it be..
and dun delete it ya..
hmm been a crazy week..
ups n downs!!
lyke haizzz...
after 1 another..
im tired of all this games..

♥ 10:01 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

i dunnoe whats wrong with blogger..

but seriously get fixed asap!!
nak update betul2 pun susah tau..
okey im bored at home..
and did some editing.. (:

♥ 10:04 PM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

blogger still suck!!
okey just got back from jogging..
with Erinsayang..
now kaki saket..
but i enjoy the jog!
was super nice..
sweat lyke hell from head to toe..
and we did sumthing that nvr been done..
hahaha!
i noe u noe babe (:
okey i gotta get sum rest..
super tired!!

♥ 11:18 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

im want watch movie!!!
anyone want bring me out to movie??
pleaseeee!!
haah mcm despo pula!
ookey blogger suck ass!!!
stupid fucker!!

♥ 9:50 PM

im super tired rite now..
after along dae at sch..
i just want go off to slp now..
however thats not happening..
desperate housewife is lyke in 30 mins times..
so i got to wait for it,
den go to slp..
i yet to complete my bio hw..
my outstanding art sketches..
lyke freaking alot!!!
my canvas is still 95% not yet done..
i got to find my apron..
or else my uniform will get painted..
well i got nothing to blog abt..
just normal boring dae at sch..
4 daes left before weekend (:

Tu me manques!!!

♥ 9:27 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

finally blogger is back to normal!!
okey lets start updating..
its been a hectic week for me..
school hours are now lyke ite/poly hours..
been in sch since morning till late afternoon..
and im superrrr tired every night!
next week schedule much worst..
art from 2.30pm till 8pm!
and u imagine how long dat is..
gonna die anytime sey..
ohwell its a gd thing though..
can finish my coursework faster..
im super tired and thinking of going to slp soon..
coz tmrw in the morning at 5am,
gonna go jogging wif gfs!
haha biar betul...!!
betulbetul, tk bedek..
okey hope i wake up tmrw.. haha (:

♥ 10:16 PM

Thursday, July 23, 2009

blogger suck man!!!

♥ 11:58 PM

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Tu es ma joie de vivre! Tu es mon homme!

♥ 8:17 PM

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

tomorrow is holiday people!!
tak yah gi skoola!! haha (:
baeeeeek pah!! haha (:
sukasukasukasuka!!
but den at 10.30am,
i got my bloody art to go..
argh damn!!!
aru nak bgn lmbt seeey..
however at 4pm im having
my MT LISTERNING COMPRE, O'LVL eh..
wish me luck people (:
i got back my maths exam papers..
and i suck at it sey!!
seriously tak sangka..
i seriously need to buck up!
and start moving my engine!!
yeah todae csi n PB..
leeeh enjoy!!! tdo lmbt..
sok tk sch!! (:

♥ 9:30 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009

im so dissapointed in you..
seriously i am..
after the truth i told u..
now it end this way..
u wont want to care abt me lyke u use too..
u just want be my fwen.. haiz..
i noe i cant force u to do anything..
its ur desicion..
its all up to u, what u want to do..
i cant do anything animore..
if u love me u would have try to make things better..
u would win my heart instead of giving up..
it shows that u are weak..
it shows that i dun mean anything much to you..
im seriously dissapointed..
now ily dosen't mean anything to me already..
):

♥ 9:10 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

they are real good!!
try listening to the..

♥ 10:12 PM

im not texting u nor calling u..
coz i want to see how long,
u gonna wait for me to text u..
can't u just text me or call me?
must u wait for me??
why?why?why?
im just gonna wait for ur msg..
how long will u take ya??
hmmm ):

♥ 8:44 PM

semlm i kol u, u tak ans
u kate u kuar pergi dinner
u kate u kuar dgn kwn u
but when i kol tommy he said it wasnt true
so i drove my car pergi damasara
tommy kate maybe u tgk bola
tap bila i smpi
u, u tk de
lagi lah i jadi gila
so i kol n kol smpi u ans
u kate sowie syg tad tk dgr
my phone was on silent
i was at the gym
tap latar belakang suara pmpn lain
sudah lah syg
i dun believe u
for its known that ur words were never true
why i am with u i pun tk tau
no wonder lah my fwen pun tk suka u
so i guess thats the end of our story
akhir kate she accepted his apology
tap last2 kita dpt tau
she was cheating too
with her ex bf besfriend, tommy
KANTOI!!

♥ 7:34 PM

i feel lyke deletimg my tagged..
should i?? should i??
my gfs say to leave it lyke that..
but hmmm..
im thinking shld i or not??
nak delete mcm sayang gitu..
its been 3 years old..
n i lyke worth alot laah..
hahaha..
but den again..
tagged could sometime coz problem,
even jealousy..
hmm what do u think i shld do??
maybe i shld delete it..
naaah not now..
soon maybe..haha!!
okey its my 4th post for the night..

♥ 7:28 PM

okey i want that!!
lyke seriously i want it badly!!
the GREEN one of coz!!
can i have it mummy??
im desperate for it..!!
haha!!
its what i been wanting!!
omg!! im crazy over it!!
haha :P
im so jealous over DD laah..
he got his Red Vespa!!
before that he had this spark/125z/wave..
i dunnoe which one this bike is..
now he got VESPA!!
and im soo jealous!!
and i was stupid to say who gonna get Vespa first..
lyke obvious he will!
DUH!! ain bdh!! haha
DD pinjam laah Vespa kamu itu..
aku mau testing bwk2..
dat tyme dah bwk ur bike now nak cuba Vespa..
haha okey aku crap lagi!!
bye!!
told u im bored!! (:
and i got my post colourful!

♥ 7:11 PM

okey im lyke super bored at home!
and i cant stop blogging!
lyke seriously!!
i been blogging since just now!!
oh ya tag me laaah..
my tagboard is dead -_-"
okey bye! (:

♥ 7:09 PM

by the way...
im not ur minah fwen next door..
i sooo have the kening,
and not the drawn one..
so anti-minah LAH SEY...
haha no offense! (:
n ya i dun do 'lah sey' n 'sak'..
(:
okey aku crap! sorry (:

♥ 6:52 PM

everything is going wrong with me n you..
and i noe what coz all the problem..
it all start with me..
im the one who is always the one making problem..
i dunnoe why but i just get frustrated easily..
and until i say things that i should not have at you..
n i just realise why im being so angry
and frustrated always..
its coz MrMens is here..
i hate when he came..
it make me lose my temper to u,
and to anyone and anything..
im really sorry that u became my victim..
im really sowie Hil..
and IMY!

♥ 6:14 PM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

oh ya forgot to mention..
yesterday at town bump into Apao..
didnt really bump into him..
saw him n shouted his name..
he was with abu, din n babycat..
god miss him seey n the rest!
dah lamer kita tak lepak same2 eeh..
tak sangka kita skolah dekat2..
kt town juga leh nmpk..
n he gave me a hug..
rindu eeeh.. haha
one dae Ain free kte lepak same2 agi..

♥ 5:23 PM

saturday n im staying at home..
boring!!!
but nvr mind i can do all my art sketches,
that need to be done by next week..
damn i got alot of them!
yesterday went out wif Kudutz..
was suppose to take my hp,
which i sent to servicing again...
lyke 3 times already..
but i mistaken the date..
it was suppose to be todae..
hahah ain selenger!!
since no hp so no wisma..
we just walk around town.. boring!
den head to mac had late lunch..
and den to lucky plaza to play pool..
okey i sux at it! lyke really2 suck at it!
while Kudut cn just shoot the ball easily into the hole..
damn u good!!
i had great tyme with Kudutz..
well we meet up soon aites..

♥ 2:47 PM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

im bored at home..
i dunnoe what to do..
no one's home..
except the irritating babybrother!

okey i didnt expect that from u..
seriously it was a big shocked..
but i thank u for spoiling my mood!
serious a big WOW for me..
if i can be a patient person who wait for u,
why can't u be the same as me too?
seriously i dun understand u already..
haiz.. whats happening??
no trust in me right.. ya i know..

♥ 10:00 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

i dunnoe what the hell is wrong with u??
are u lyke finding problem or what?
seriously i sometime had enuf of ur crap k..
u want think nonsense go ahead laah..
u want to make things funny to u go ahead lah..
can i gt serious with u?
do u lyke care for my feelings??
what u only are is the negative side..
haiz.. now i dun understand u..
whr's the sweet u..
who text me sweet messages?
with all those sweet words..
i dun see that in u anymore...
now u totally different..
i dun think u even care abt me..

*u make me feel so farked up!

♥ 4:15 PM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

todae outing was AWESOME!!
had super fun with my babies (:
more outing next tyme..
especially after o's..
we go on 4 dates again..
haha (: suka aaku!!
plan was to sheesha..
K, im sowie to cause u much trouble..
aniwae thanks (: appreciate wat u did!
i just realise k n me didnt camwhore much..
prasan mcm bnyk.. hmm..
oh well next tyme can take again..
babies lets go out again soon (:

editor: hid baby! lawah!! (:

hot sungguh!! (:

♥ 2:27 AM

Friday, July 10, 2009

im so tried..
from 7am till 6 pm was at sch..
can u imagine how tired i am now..
but more on feeling sleepy..
noo its friday n not gonna sleep early lyke last week..
but i cant tahan..
i think if im on the bed now i would doze of already..
lately hp been silent..
mcm tau jeer pp8 nak low eh manusia2 nie..
betul nya senyap nie, tkder msg atau kol pun..
best best!! (:
okey i got alot to do for art..
take picture n more pictures..
i start drawing on my canvas,
however thr's still alot more to go..
_l_
mum cook ayam msk lemak chili padi!!
aku nya favourite..
but noo i cant eat..
im FAT!!!
sooo on diet already!!

♥ 7:28 PM

Thursday, July 9, 2009

this post is Special for my GERL!
happy 17 birthday dear!
may allah bless u with,
good health n wealth!
take care of urself..
and remember i love you babe!!

♥ 6:10 PM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

dun u just find him super hot
and super cute?
well i do!! Ryan Sheckler!!!
especially when his skating..
i love seeing his tricks..
super nice..haha!!
im so turn on looking at him laaah (:

♥ 10:10 PM

im bother rite now!
K's out clubbing..
lyke again..
clubclubclub..
more clubbing!
haiz...
i still got my art hw!
seriously im tired of it..
i just want go start on my canvas
and get it done..
its lyke being delay n delay..
haiz.. bila mau game!!!
aku tgh BINGIT nie!!!
wateva laaah.. -_-'

kau jgn nak perangai dgn aku lah..
kau tgh mrh dgn kau peh ex..
tgh pasrah2, jgn aku jadi mangsa lah!

♥ 9:01 PM

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

i had my oral just now..
i can say its pretty easy..
and the topic was about Ciggrattes..
haha amount ago gfs were talking abt it..
mcm tau2 jer kita..
tap kn the topic mcm nk kena kan aku jer..
n lucky it was a easy topic..
mcm info aku kluakar kan..
and hope i get good marks for this (:
ookey im soo exhausted!!
want to just go to slp...
but den haiyaa ART ART ART!!
BLOOGY ART!!
Mona add on more werk for me laah..
mcm sials betul!
n i got alot of hws..
eng, maths, art!!
okey got to get started now..

♥ 6:30 PM

Monday, July 6, 2009

currently doing my art..
god!! lyke alot ookey!!
omg laah how im gonna finish all of it..
and by wed i think MONA wan see it..
and ya tmrw is lyke my mly oral O'lvl!
wish me luck people(:
went out for awhile just now..
meet munir tu pass my truck
n slack wif him for awhile..
den back home n meet K..
we did alot of talking just now..
and now everything is clear..
hope no more mepek2 stuff ookey?
okey got to continue ART now!!!
n tmrw must sch!!!
lazy seeeeey -_-'

♥ 9:27 PM

i was so piss off yesterday!
tell me who dun,
when u found out someone going around,
telling people stories abt u?
pls laah get a life can?
u want tell k i got alot of guys..
and u trying to put it in a away,
as if im cheap??
ooh plz laah..
u dunnoe mee n u want tell people abt me..
u want tell K abt me having alot of guys.
before u noe it, he already noe..
come on ar babe, his close to me..
he noe every single bits abt me..
u are so stupid, bitch!
whats ur point of telling him that?
so he get pissed n hate me?
come on laah u messing with the wrong gerl..
why, cant u accept i got lots of guy fwens,
and u dun?
why?? are u jealous whoever ur fwens,
they noe me too??
hello!! its call fwen lah..
unless its ur BF den diff story laah..
grow up will u??
think maturely caan gerl??
this kind of game is lyke over a million years ago!
seriously u got to be soo jealous over me?
thats why u cant see me happy??
haha shame on u laah!!

and to K,
thanks for still sticking arnd..
u noe me, n how am i..

♥ 11:22 AM

Saturday, July 4, 2009

okey whoever gonna read this..

think carefully..
coz its a damn long post this tyme..
im letting out my feelings..
if u think its a waste of ur tyme..
den dun bother reading it.. (:

people from the past are lyke coming back..
texting me n calling me..
haiz.. why u cum back after u ditch me?
why dun u get a new life..
especially this particular person..
u make me go crzay over u..
until i do stupid stuff..
den i fall for all ur sweet words..
u ignore me lyke hell..
den u ditch me just lyke that..
den now u come back..
saying "i want contact u lyke before"
if i noe thats gonna happen,
i won't have text wishing u happy bdae..
oh plz laah.. it didnt werk out before..
what makes u think it will werk out now??
u think i'll go goo goo gaa gaa over u again??
when i dun text u or reply to ur msges,
u start saying i action laah..
all those crap laah..
oh plz u think i free want text u eeh??
haiyaa sumtimes i just dun understand guys..
sumtimes u guys can be complicted lyke girls..

and ya why im even bother abt this guys..
i shld be focusing more on my O LVL!!!
freaking O LVL!!
why cant it be now..?
so that i can bloody get over n done wif it..
and i can freaking ENJOY my life (:
i can lyke go out n come back late..
i can werk n earn money..
i can sk8 everday at 3 diff places..
it sure to be fun..
especially the skating part..
BB, BISHAN N BEDOK!
HAHA i just realise, it all start wif B's!
haha k ain crap already!

i feel lonely sumtime at nite..
thats what i told Azhiim..
n his reply was " it's just because u're bored!"
haha well his true but not 100% true..
well i feel lyke having a BF now..
who i can love with all my heart..
who i can spent tyme wif..
who i can meet wen i miss him..
who i can text n talk wif, day and nyte..
BUT at the same tyme no i dun wan..
i want to focus on O lvl first..
i want finish sch first..
coz i noe, r/ship can sumtymes get in ur way..
u will be love sick n
that u dun want do anything especially study,
but u just want be around him..
or wen u start being heartbroken,
u cant do anything but cry n feel sad..
i wan enjoy my life..
i want have alot of gfs plus bfs..
i can do what i want..
no one can control me..
no one can stop me from doing anything..
i wont want to hurt anyone ( but currently im hurting people)

this is to you:
i noe u told me ur true feelings..
but im sorry we can't be an item..
i appreciate everything u given me..
the care, love, tyme n others..
especially wen u cum down Clementi,
to meet me for awhile only..
i treasure u for doing that..
but im sowie i cant return u love..
im just not ready to be wif u..
or even anyone..
i hope u understand.. (well u do)
maybe one day if my heart is truelly open,
to be in a r/ship n be in love..
u cld be the one who completes me..
but currently i wish we stay this way..
friends are sumtimes better than being an item..
u may think i dun really care for u..
but i really do care, u just dun see it..
if u see me texting other guys or meeting them..
pls dun think otherwise..
im not cheating u, im just being friends with everyone..
so pls dun assume anything ookey..
if i dun lyke u, i'll tell u straight to ur face..
so u dun have to worry..
as long we are texting each other..
means i love u being my fwen n being thr for me (:
i wont say the three letter words..
if im not ready for a r/ship..
even if ily i wont say it..
coz im not ready to be wif u or anyone..
and i dun wish to hurt u..

okey im done...
haha super long arr..
who read this post..
thanks for reading!
especially thanks to FAISAL!
i noe even how long it is..
u are my everyday reader (:
and ya do tag me laah..
say something okey?
i took lyke ermm...
15mins to type this!
haha (:

♥ 1:25 PM

im bored at home.
yesterday i slept lyke super early..
its friday nite n i slept early..
mcm sials.. haha..
i slept arnd 10pm n i woke up at 11..
woaah lyke 12 hours of sleep..
super shioook..haha..
woke up wif alot of miss call..
and alot of msges..
haha cian org kol2,
aku tak angkat..
and in the morning arnd 5.30am,
i was woke up by a call..
from wali..
and nak step maner nya cikgu aku..
kan dah kena maki dgn aku..
haha tau tkt eeh..
ltr going out wif family..
hmm going OG..
bro wanted to get a new deck..
and after that i dunnoe whr i be heading..
K's pp8 is low n dunnoe wen his gonna top up..
im super bored oookey!!
i want go out now laah..
but brother dun want..
my room ia in a mess again..
fark laah!!
books n baju all over the place..
haiyaaa..
got clean my room before i go out..

♥ 12:59 PM

Friday, July 3, 2009

BLOODY HELL!
WATCH THIS PEOPLE!!
HAHAHHAHA!!

♥ 9:04 PM

i want go out..
and watch movie..
how i wish i cld!!!
damn i got bloody alot of art sketches..
lyke freaking 30 sketches laah!!
tell me how im gonna finish all of it..
i feel lyke studying now..
but the lazy mood is thr..
haiyaa..
wateva laah ain..
okey im super bored ryte now!!
no one's home..
and im all alone..
boring!!!!!!
someone rescue me form here,,
or kidnap me better ookey??

♥ 8:41 PM

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

okey im bored!
nothing better to do..
sch was fine.. art.. art.. art..
more art u noe!
hope no art tmrw..
so leeh enjoy!!
okey munir jumpa jom..
kita skate n ambek2 gambar!
mcm aku leeh gitu..
tkper lps o lvl..
hari2 kita skate eeh!!
u owe me pictures u dumdum!!
okey im out to sleep (:
nytes people!!

♥ 11:19 PM