i got to stop all this.
i shall never turn back and look at it.
it's pointless and will never change anything.
i know i can and i shall try to do it.
everyone who been there for me is just great.
you guys really help me and giving me advice.
i should look on the brighter side.
if i can't get him, i won't play a dirty trick.
i will just follow with the flow and let fate decide.
and on the same time i make the changes.
i can't expect everything to turn the way i want it to be.
but for sure i can make it a better one.
this isn't a mistake or a wrong path i took.
it's just a lesson for me in life.
i never regret knowing you or will hate you.
you were part of my life for a moment,
so i will keep it safe in my memories.
it was great knowing you and getting close to you.
but it looks like we aren't meant to happen.
i came and want to end things correctly and in peace.
after much thinking, it's not worth waiting.
i'm no good for you, coz i noe someone else deserve u better.
but how i wish u appreciate a lil' bit of me.
oh well this is it. im closing the chapter to this drama of mine.
i gotta get on my feet and start something new.
a fresh new chapter will be great. (:
