i feel soo dead..
throat is hurting, lyke real bad..
head is spinning..
i dunnoe what to do already..
i just can't stop thinking about it..
every time i think abt it, just make me want cry..
i miss him, i really do..
oh well everything over now..
no more us, its just u and ur life, me and my life..
haiz i wish im much stronger..
thanks Erin for hearing me out..
she's the only person who noe's what i felt..
and for now im not looking forward to anything..
im still living in my past, going through all those moment..
and maybe i want to look for a job soon..
coz now no more going out that much..
and i shall fill the emptiness,
by keeping me bz lyke werking..
and hope i cld get a high paying job..
