seriously head is in a mess!!
and i really really really need to do some thinking..
so yeah planned to me MIA will still go on..
so ya if i dun reply or ans ur calls den sowie..
i dun which to contact anyone for now..
will keep update of me in my blog..
n i just wonder myself..
after what u told abt me just now..
u will noe why i wanna go MIA..
why me, if u know the true me??
the true, bad, unpleasant side of me..
i dun wish to hurt anyone feelings but i have too..
i dun wish to see you in that state but i have to..
do you think its the best thing i should do?
by moving a step back at a time..
things started to change between us..
do you think going away will make things better..
knowing that i won't be hurting u no more
and you won't have to face all my shits??
at times i do think that way..
i dun think i deserve some one who is SUPER GREAT to me..
who have been treating me so nice, tolerating my nonsense??
do u know that u are a very very very nice guy..
and i dun deserve a nice guy if i'm the old me..
u know what i mean by that, the bitching thingy..
should i let u go n be happy..
happy with some one who will treat u so nice,
who's not like me.. its hard to let go but its the best thing to do..
i dun wish to hurt u much more longer and to make u feel this way..
but at the same time i dun wish to let u go..
haiz im confused now.. should i do the rite thing n let u go..
for sure i know, it will be very hard for me n you..
once 'I LOVE YOU' have been said, everything change..
and 'I LOVE YOU' shld not be mention unless,
u mean it n u wanna be with dat sumone
well for sure i'm not planning to be with anyone for now..
